why won’t these feelings leave me alone
why won’t i leave these feelings alone
i have every bit of negativity to ever exist bottled up inside me. they leak out every night, without fail, and tonight the leakage is more than usual. i’m not coping.
i can feel every emotion, all at the same time, and i can barely describe how i feel in words anymore.
i want to cry. i want to laugh. i want to hit something. i want to run. i want to drive so insanely fast that all i see are lines of light.
i feel cold and hot at the same time.
my heart is so heavy its sinking lower every second.
and i feel hurt.
i don’t even know what kind of hurt, or why i feel hurt, but i just do.
i don’t want to be awake
i don’t want to be like this.
i wish i knew what to do
someone save me